Satu2 Jadik...Hurm..=_="

Salam...hr nih...aku x bpe sehat...tekak luka and seleseme...esok aku ade academic visit...area KL..tp aku x larat nk berkate ape2 coz seyes tekak aku pedih sgt2...ni kes babikiu kelas la tuh...haih..smpai batuk x henti2...aku dh jd cm die lak dulu..x hnti2 batuk...sgt2 sakit...smpai luke dh tekak aku...then tmbh lak kaki aku luke yg x seberapa nih...=_=" auchhh...tp xleh dibandingkn ngn luke kt hati yg aku pendam....td hbs kelas aku balik then aku rehatkn diri..aku tlelap sbb pnt...aku xpt tdo spnjg nih..asik batuk jerk...haih...pastu dlm lme jugak la aku dpt call dr adik laki aku...die bgtau kak lang masuk spital sbb excident..jari die putus..aku x pasti jari kaki or tgn..aku x tnye lebey lanjut..pastuh aku kol ayh n mak aku..drg kt spital...adik aku kne tolak pie spital lain...adik 2nd last aku angkt...aku tnye kt die cmne kt cne...mak aku dh nanes2 dh...aku tnye cmne ley jd..ade bdk rempit cibai tuh leh lak merempit kt c2...skali xleh kawal effect kt adik aku...Fuck! drg tuh mmg xde keje la...siap la kowg...ape2 jd kt adik pmpuan aku, aku crik smpai dpt...kowg engt kowg leh lps dr keluarge Idris..tggu la pe kte ayh aku...spe suh crik psl..aku xde la burak ngn mak aku td sbb aku sure lah yg die akn nanes la..die tuh mne leh dgr anak2 die cmni...ibu kan? So aku decide tomorrow aku try call tnye cite lg..bia drg calm down dulu...mtk2 la sume ok...amin...k lah aku toi2 x larat nk cntinue...makin hr makin suram pejalanan aku..but, untung coz aku still ade kwn2 yg leh support aku...yg leh hepikn aku mase aku tgh sedey...for him : owg hrp b sehat2 kt cne...dont forget me..i'll always remember u...miss u en.muhammad hilmi...

Speechless

I can’t believe what you said to me

Last night when we were alone

You threw your hands up

Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me

With your James Dean glossy eyes

In your tight jeans with your long hair

And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?

And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again

Oh boy you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

And I’ll never love again,

Oh boy you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me

With your half wired broken jaw

You popped my heart seams

On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me

With your Johnnie Walker eyes

He’s gonna get you and after he’s through

There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated

But I’m a loser in love

So baby raise a glass to mend

All the broken hearts

Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again

Oh boy you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,

Oh friend you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

How?

Haaaa-oooo-wow?

H-ooow?

Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?

H-ooow?

Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to

Would you give it all up?

Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through

Would you give it all up?

Could you give it all up?

If I promise boy to you

That I’ll never talk again

And I’ll never love again

I’ll never write a song

Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again

So speechless

You left me speechless, so speechless

Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?

Oh boy, why you so speechless?

You’ve left me speechless so speechless

Some men may follow me

But you choose “death and company”

Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

SHIT..Hate Diz Part!!

Why??? why me..why i must pretend that everything is ok...no disaster after he leave me for his training...but the disaster come smoothly to me...effect my heart..totally...really2 hurt now...why i can read her status? why i feel that i'm a person that shared love from one man???why??? i really hate it..hate it very much...i try to ignore diz feeling but it always appear in my mind..try to pretend dat i'm loyal to wait him come back from his training but at the same time everyday i have to face the gurl that "WAIT FOR HIM TOO"...the gurl that need his love, the gurl hope dat he will love her..the gurl dat already have a feeling towards him...the gurl that wait him to come back..finish his training...arghhhh! why??? please, dont play like diz...i hate it...i hate it..please, stop it..dont act me like a doll...can easily to be manipulated...huhh...please...i dunt want take it anymore..please i'm in hurt right now..really2 hurt...i'm so sorry b...i try to forget it..forget the gurl that loyal to wait your love right now just like me...i don't knw if my heart can stand it anymore...i'm so sorry...very2 sorry...=_="

Haih..One More! =_="

Salam...hr nih aku still dlm keadaan selesema..arghh...sakit la idung aku nih..nt sok melecet...ishhh...mule la kulit idung tekupik2...hr nih x byk sgt nk cite...huuuu...toi2 xde mood bile aku trnmpk something tuh...aku still tbyg2kn psl mne semak posting nt..haih...btul ke kptsn aku nih..btl ke aku nk tarik diri...Ya Allah berat kot aku nk wt sume tuh....tp leh ke aku tanggung risiko tuk sume tuh...ape2 jd hati aku yg betambah parah...haih....dh la...lmbt lg nk tgu die hbs..bia la aku lalui hidup aku nih cm bese...haih..tmbh lg 1..sok event klaz kensel...keciwe kot kami2 yg excited shuping td...hurmm..tp xpela nxt time wt la...huhu...klah..aku nk tdo dh..aku penat+seleseme teruk nih...miss u en.muhammad hilmi..t.care there...don't forget me..the truth is i'm sick of crying..tired of trying..yeah i'm smilling but inside i'm dying...

MooD DemaM+JiwanG..=_="

Salam..hr nih hr seleseme aku..haih…berair2 dh hidung nih..bdn aku lemah2…aku toi2 x larat nih..otw nk demam…haih…rindu nye kt die..aku betul2 x larat…dpt update kejap jerk nih…letih..huuuu…sambil2 aku layan sakit nih, tibe2 ayt2 nih tepacul lam otak aku..dh lme x berpuitis..When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you. The hard things that I can’t forget that I miss the way you used to hug me, I miss the way you used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart. I really miss you... I just want you to know that, when you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I'm like a star and sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there. I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have. I can't forget the times we have shared together in the sadness and the happiness, the failure and success, the simple hugs and those tender kisses. I don’t know when it will go to happen again, seems like a part of me was gone. I miss all of that, I miss you B... I miss us... Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar, it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me. I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry. I guess I’m just missing the old times...the old times that we usually spend time in many place...When I see that place, my tears drop without I realize it. Days go by so fast, not a day do I not think of you. Missing you is the hardest part of my days, my days without you...miss u en.muhammad hilmi…

Haih...How I Want Control This Feeling..=_="

Salam..today, I can’t sleep…but, its ok dat I have settle my individual esaiment..alhamdulillah, my presentation about policy got excellent from it…so, nk tau npe aku x leh tdo? Coz I have read minah nih punye status..die posting ke srwk…so, what the hell mende tuh kne mngene ngn aku?? Sbb nye, aku nervous if amy been posting to srwk…coz this lady ade perasaan kt amy..haih..aku tau die xde ape2 feel kt pmpuan tuh..but, aku tau 1 hr nt akn ade perasaan tuh mcm sebelum2 nih if die jauh dr aku…sbb aku xde sisi die..die mmg cmtuh..lau hati die sunyi ckit, so akn ade smpingan kt hati die…hurmmm…if diz happen, if die kne posting kt srwk, I be prepared to resign from diz relationship… I don’t want take a risk towards it...bia la aku terluke dulu drp aku terluke yg amt sgt kemudian hr…aku x sgup..enough….i’m really tired about it..id diz happen, I’ll try to make him hate me more…so ade reason npe aku xmoh ngn die..bia lah sumenye nmpk slh aku…as long as he can survive without me…aku tau pmpuan tuh leh bahagiekn die nt…nk2 pulak die “sedare baru” yg convert ke Islam..mybe amy leh bimbing die…hurm..npe tah aku pk smpai cmnih skali..maybe diz time aku btl2 berhati…aku xpasti…aku takut sbnrnye…aku trauma…sbb aku dh byk kali disakitkn…abam razz kte doa2 lah moge die posting area semenanjung…ntah la, aku xtau npe aku rse x confident ngn sume tuh…haih…npe nih???????? Please la,luputkn perasaan nih…tp salah ke aku nk rse curiga cmnih skali..???? aku nekad, ini keputusan aku, lau die kne posting srwk, aku akn tarik diri dlm hidup die….hurmmm…aku akn cube….k lah, aku btl2 moral down hr nih…smpai bhse pn jd mix…daaaaa…=_=”

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Stress..Stress..Stress..=_="

Hari nie xdpt tdo..esok aku ade presentation policy..huh..hope bejalan ngn lancar la sok..hr nih ptt nye aku dh tdo awl..tp xleh lak..puas pejam mate nih…hmm…rindu kt ank org tuh..pe kaba die kt cne eh…hope die sehat…mggu nih adelah mggu paling bz aku…selase ade test policy..seyes aku ngaku, aku x pt jwp…haih…pastu hr rabu lak si jambu ngn kak lin kol..ajak g photoshoot kt karangkraf..hurm spnjg aku kt cne not bad..besh gk la…dr muke aku yg xde taruk ape2 nih tlh disolek dn di olah oleh make over..penat mmg pnt..tp sempoi la dak2 nih..photographer pn ok…yelah pestime..newbie mne tau nk pose2 nih..tau pose syok sendiri jerk…lalalala…pastu dh setel photoshoot sume, hr2 seterusnye aku sebuk nk setelkn csc n policy..bapak ah..dh la partner aku lain2 kn..so, aku dh cm terumbang ambing cne cni..haih…cne pgl, cni pgl…acane? So, aku decide nk setel kn policy lu coz jumaat hr nih aku dh present weh…lalala…then, nxt week selasa ade babikiu kelas n kuiz OB hr rabu..huh…hr nih penat sgt..hu3…so, aku amik kesempatan nk update blog nih coz dh ttgl bpe hr lak kn…hehehe…sok kne jmpe en.cerewet lg..pagi2 bute lak tuh..haih…sumenye sbb nk wt system tuh…penat la!!! Ade jerk yg x kene..haih sabar jela…sedey nih sedey tau…k lah, mate cm dh luyu jerk nih…hehehe..bye2…miss u en.muhammad hilmi..^_^

Hurm..A Nightmare..=_="

Hari nih..aku tdo awl..aku tmmpi mnde yg x sptt nye aku mmpi..haih…penat sgt ari nih..ngn otak tensen coz de test yg mmg aku x phm mnde lagi..haih…nsb la aku dh sedar...terus g basuh muke, bukak buku stdy policy..haih..hr nih aku mmpi aku bwk die balik umh jmpe family belah mak aku…perghh..mmpi tuh btl2 wt aku x keruan…family belah mak aku xley terime die, tmsuk la mak aku sndiri…haih…cmne eh, mak aku demand sgt lau bab2 nih…npe die pk ank die nih complete sgt? die tau x aku nih dh terjatuh cinte ngn org lain..bukan pilihan mak..mak, tau x sbb pe akk asyik cite psl somak jerk…sbb akk nk bg confident level mak tuh tggi yg die ley jage akk..tp npe mak still nk mention org jauh tuh?die dh xde kn mak…die dh jauh..lost kontek pn…akk anggp die cm abg jerk..x lebey, sbb hati akk kt somak sowg jerk..mak, wlupun somak tuh bkn citarasa mak tp lau mak nk tau die lah yg slme nih bukak ht akk..wlupun die byk kali sakitkn ati akk..xpe..mase still pnjg agi..ade mse akk nk buktikn pd mak..pd ayh, akk tau ayh pn nk yg terbaek kn..yelah, akk ank sulung…nk2 pulak ayh kawin dua..mak pn mst btl2 begantung hrp dgn akk kn..hmm..sume ibu bapa nk yg terbaek kn utk anak2 die..tp pecaye lah, lau akk x tmpuh mnde2 nih sume dlm personal life akk, smpai ble2 pn akk sendiri x pndai wt keputusan..mak dn ayh jgn riso psl akk eh…tp bak kte somak, lau xdpt restu dr family..utamakn family dulu…klu itu yg die amanahkn pd akk, akk akn ikut…tp akk sentiase bedoa yg satu hr nt terbuke la pintu hati mak ayh….dh smpai mse akk wt pilihan sendiri..n akk tau slme nih pn, akk x penah bantah ape sje kemahuan mak ayh…akk akn cube ye..wt b, kite sme2 usahekn ye b…mse kite pnjg lg..Insyallah..lau ade rezeki kite, ade la k…cmne pn b ttp kt ati owg..kite sme2 buktikn pd family owg kite boleh…owg tau b masuk polis nih pn sbb owg n family owg..sbb awl2 lg ayh owg dh mention nk menantu polis kn..haih...xpe b, owg ttp sokong b..ape2 pn t.care kt cne..k..daaaa…mish u en.muhammad hilmi…

Yeyeh..Dpt Kol Lg..^_^

Salam..yeye..dpt kol lg dr die..07/02/2011 jam 4.52 a.m...hehehe...die dh byk kali upenye smlm kol aku..aku engt spe la..tkt nk angkt..hu2...nsb la aku xtdo lg...sbb menelaah policy yg smpai hr nih aku x paam lg haih...pening2...x sngke die tipun pg td...ktenye otw nk g subuh...heheheh...rajin dh die...hihi...hohoho..sore die dh garau..yelah stiap hr menjerit...tgn die dh luke2 dh sbb bumping kt jln tar...hahaha...besh burak ngn die hr nih..lalalala..pe pn t.care cne eh b...muahh syg sgt2 kt en.muhammad hilmi...adiossss...^_^

Abam-Abam Saye..^_^

Salam..hai u olzz..aku dh smpai mlk dah..ptg td bapak aku anta..kt umh niat ht nk balik cni berkobar..tp bile tgk mak ayh aku td, rse cm xmoh balik pn ade...haih..lepak prk 4 mcm2 yg aku dpt dr abam2 senior aku tuh...mcm2 yg aku tau ckit2 kesah drg....drg  nye crite lg hebat n pilu kot...masing2 ade history..bak kte abam mumi "cinta nih ade mcm2 epilog" ahaa..sedey kot kdg2 bile dgr cite drg..lagi hebat kot lau nk bandingkn ngn cite aku..alah, x seberape..cm knk2 ribena punye kesah..tp kesah drg dh leh wt novel..kbykkn nye psl "penantian"...org kte penantian tuh 1 penyeksaan...mmg pn bg drg yg still ternanti2 org yg drg syg...xde kabar...sntiase hitung hari..perghhh...aku yg bpe ketul hari nih jerk dh naek lembik..ni kn pulak drg tuh yg berthn2...uwaaa...pedih2...lepak prk4 wt aku blaja mcm2 psl drg...nmpk jerk drg cm tuh...tp dlm hati..dh knl rapat...hmmmm....abam mumi, abam razz, nur, boey...sume ade kesah masing2...kesah drg lak..uwaaaa...aku sndrik pn ley nanes kot...haih...drp drg sume la aku xmoh leweh2 lg..aku pn nk jd cm drg...kuat cmtuh skali...hehehe...pe pun, aku syg sgt2 kt drg...nk2 kt abam aku 2 org tuh...abam mumi n abam razz...rin doakn moge abam2 dpt jodoh yang baek k...muah2...^_^ tuk boey n nur...saba eh tempuh sume tuh...leb u...:">

Yeyeh..Die Kol Hari Nie...^_^

Hari nih 05/02/2011 jam 01.43 p.m..ank org tuh kol...heeee....padahal bru bape hr die x kontek aku dh cm org kehilangan lak..hahahahah...nade2 betuii...hari nih die kol tnye kabar cm bese, dgr mood hepi jerk cume penat..hr nih die crite gk laa...org2 kt cne pgl die "samseng" hahahaha..tuh la muke ganas sgt..nih mst otai kt tmpt tuh kn..pastu aku tnye die ade geng x? die jwb ade geng...ramai geng die..yelah org peramah kn...sng la dpt kwn...mulut pun becok jerk..hahahhaa...die td sme ngn kwn baik die ktenye..hahahaha...haaaa..the best moment part yg aku dgr dr die...die makin Temokkkkkkkkkk...yeyeye...sewonok aku dgr...hahahaha...mne x nye..mkn 6 kali sehari...rokok dh xde...die gtau sangap rokok...hahahha..pdn muke...suh benti awl2 xnk...haaa..rse kn...hihihihi...ok la tuh, aku rse lega kot dgr die kte cmtuh...engtkn die sakit ke hape..sbb aku tau die cmne..die tuh snang nk dpt teman...nk2 lau teman pmpuan...haishhhh..mmg cpt la kn....heeee...nsb cne just like him...tp yg shemale tuh aku xtau la kn..ituh kekompiusan jantina tuh...hahahahaha....hr nih mood aku hepi n bersemangat nk wt sume keje yg aku tangguhkan..yey, esok dh balik melakeee....hoi kwn2 gile aku...wait 4 meee.....^_^

Tibe2 Moral Down Hari Nie..=_="

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! hr nih aku btl2 moral down sgt...haishhh...aku biu2 model yg ade..sweet2 korean actress n singer..perghhh sume comei2...klu lah aku dpt susuk mcm drg kn besh...aku tau aku ptt bersyukur ngn ape yg ade..hurmmm...aku teringt pulak last kte die...kecikkn pe yg ptt..die balik nt die nk tgk...hurmmm...ble teringt cmtuh lak, aku rse cm down giler kot...rse cm aku x ckup sempurne bg die...aku mmg nk keje keras tol gk..sbnrnye aku pn nk cmtuh...mmg cita2 aku nk cmtuh...hurmmm...seyes..so, start drp nih aku kne nekad..xmoh mls...dlm mse bbulan nih aku nk cube...cube sedaye yg boleh...rmai gk kte aku cmnih dh ok..nk kuwos cmne lg...hmmm...bukan pe,aku nk balance kn pe yg ade kt aku nih...hope dpt la support...so, plan diet aku dh wt...so aku kne beringat la...hehehe...wish me luck...^_^ amin...wait 4 my change..

my.heart_wait_4_u ^_^

Salam...hai korg..hurm...hr nih cm bese la rutin aku kt umh mak aku..wt esaimen separuh pastuh mengadap chatting n berfacebooking...haishhh...tuh la rutin aku stiap hr...cpt2 la balik melake..at least aku dpt jmpe kwn2 gile aku tuh xde la aku kepingin kerinduan yg amt sgt stiap mlm psl die...huhu...hr nih asl aku juin perak 4 jerk, si boey spin lagu "luahan hati" nih...boey cm phm2 jerk yg aku ngh miss someone..hehehe...pastu bosan2 lepak room mlk 3 lak...hurmm..haruk pikuk gk la sbb si hawau2 tuh sume ade..hahahha...lme kot x lepak kt room ngn drg...so..ketemu lak epul n91 situ..sebuk buatkn id dak2 nih...id ym.*** ...so, si mat sparrow nih ley mtk id my.**** pe tah aku lupe...si epul nih leh lak wt kn..pe lg aku pn mngendeng la kt epul..sbb aku tau epul kn mmg token id..hahahahah...so aku mtk die wtkn id "my.heart_wait_4_u"...tibe2 mnde tuh terlintas kt otak aku...si mat smpai nk pk2 la die nk my. ape..hahaha...aku otomatik letak id tuh coz aku teringtkn someone yg pling aku syg...spe lg lau mukan hencik hilmi@smark...hr nih merayau room jerk keje aku....lepak cne cni...jmpe drg..sume tnye psl smark..hehehe..ade yg tau die pie..ade yg x...tp sume kte kt aku kne saba...heheheh...xpela aku ngaku yg aku still rse laen lg sbb die xde....dgr plak cite td kak fara, dady yot, abam ayie, kak vio lepak PD mlm nih...hmm..beshnyee..xpela, byk mse lg kn nk lepak ngn drg nt..hehehe...hr nih ngh busan2 leh lak aku tergoogle map tgk pulapol semarak tuh...tp aku biu gune satelit la..coz aku nk tgk bangunan sume..tp dpt tgk samar2 jerk...hurmmm..smpai cmtuh aku rindukan ank org tuh...bile la aku nk blaja tahan nih...xpe2...aku dh blik mlk leh kot...kwn2 gile aku ade.hehehe...kt umh nih stiap mlm asl aku dgr lagu "luahan hati" nih aku teringt kt die..aku renduuuuuuuuuuuu sgt2 kt die..hmmm...hope die kt cne ok...sbb tuh hr nih aku teringt nk post lagu nih kt blog aku...alaa...suke ati la spe2 nk kte aku minah jiwang ke hape..tp diz is myself..yg pntng aku x kcu org lain..hehehe...bile dgr lagu nih, teringt mse die sakit teruk tuh stiap mlm aku nyanyikn tuk die bg die terlena..sbb die xpt tdo thn sakit die tuh...alhamdulillah..die dh ok...sbnrye asl lagu nih wujud antare ktrg start dr aku post lagu nih kt wall fb die..ngeee...hehehe...aku pesan kt die suh die hapal lagu nih smpai dpt pastuh nyanyikn kt aku...tgh mlm tuh x silap aku, die kol aku...snyp je aku dgr..pastuh tibe2 aku dgr bunyi lagu tuh...pastuh dgr sore die nyanyi...heeee..tomeiiii....suke2...perghhh gedik aku nih..hahahha..gedik ngn die xpe..jgn org lain...die kte ngn aku die x hapal lg lagu tuh, tp die still nk nyanyikn tuk aku..hehehe...alaaa..aku mmg phm die dr dulu lg..mne2 lagu pn die suke ubah2 lirik...hahahha...lirik2 lak main talerr jerk...hahaha..tuh la yg wt aku gelak jerk bile ngn die..bile sakit hati..sakit betul..bile hepi..hepi btul..hahahhaa..mcm2 laaa...pe pun aku xkn lupekn lagu nih smpai bile2...x kesah la nk pgl aku minah jiwang ke hape...just 3 words...Do I Care??? hahahaha...daaaaa...^_^ misshhhh so muchhh en.muhammad hilmi...t.care there...my.heart_wait_4_u.....^_^

126 days more =_="

Salam..03/02/2011-jam 12.48 p.m…aku dpt pnggilan dr die through public..hari nih agk suram ckit aku dgr sore die..die tnye kabar aku then aku tnye kabar die…hurmm, die sakit..x brape sihat ktenye…bese la tuh..awl training mmg agk though..aku tau yg die pendam jer mse tepon td..cmne pun aku sentiase doakn yg terbaik tuk die..skrg tgl 216 hari lagi utk tgu die hbs training..pastuh nt die cuti semnggu n then posting keje…haishh..=_=” mmg kehidupan keje gobemen cmtuh kan..lain la private..tp keje gobemen rileks..keje duet masuk…lau private, once you are not sacrifice your time n energy, you will not get the benefit..cm keje private nih dgn kudrat la lau nk maintain in that position..aku saba n saba tgu die..setiap mlm teringt kn die..dh la brg2 brharge die sume kt aku..ptt la smlm sblm tdo aku ley teringtkn die..aku kte ngn diri aku, mst mlm tuh die teringt kn aku gk..x sangke siang nih die kol aku…hurm..Ya Allah, inikah jodoh ku? Kuatkan lah smngt die Ya Allah. Dn kuatkan lah smngt aku..aku dh jnji dgn die yg sem nih aku cbe dptkn AD..even aku tau yg sem nih agk tough tuk aku capai target die, but I’ll try my best 4 him n my family…n utk org2 yg sokong aku laa…nt ley dpt Mcd or kepci..yebedabedooo…^_^

yey!! 1st Call From Him..^_^

Tepat jam 12.54 p.m aku dpt panggilan dr no.pelik mne tah...hahahaha..Aku ragu2 gk nk angkt tkt hutang piutang yg slme nih buru aku kontek aku...perghhh nmpk sgt aku nih org suke berhutang..Pastu aku pk dlm hati aku cmne lau ank org tuh call aku? musykil2...Then, aku angkat la..sekali sore mcm kenal...aik? ank org tuh laaaa...Apekahh?? mse ngh beborak tuh mcm2 otak aku btnye kt die..tp dpt ckp kejap je...Dengar sore die hepi, ade kwn ktenye.."rakan-rakan" baru..hihihihii....ok la tuh, aku dgr cmtuh pn dh ckup ok..so, skrg aku dh rse lega...dr ari tuh gk tpk cmne la die kt cne..hahahahha...sengal la...dh la mlm smlm kne perli ngn adik laki die..haishhh..."sian die, 6 bulan keseorangan la...hahahha..." cettt...hahhahaa..xpe2, aku x kesah tuh sume..yg pnting tnggungjwb ank org tuh dh lepas..skrg tgl aku plak nk lunaskan tggungjwb aku...mslhnye tnggungjwb aku tuh cm berat je nk wt...hahahahhaa...tgk la cmne..aku cube jela usahekn..lau jadi, jadi laaa...hehehehe...klah, hr nih aku brsmngt ckit...smlm jela yg lunyai..haishhh...=_=" dh2 aku xmoh cite byk, nt kang ade yg menggelabah bce post aku nih..hahahaha...k all, t.care...^_^